Lady Ellice

Daddy's in my life. are wonderful I am married to a man who is an excellent father. he plays with laurana makes sure she is as safe as well. he is proud of his son, and teaches her every chance he gets. My own father was a strong hard worker who loved me and although he use to eat all the cheese thought only of keeping me safe and helping me grow remember "it is not that he doesn't trust me it is that he doesn't trust every other man out here." I remeber my grandfather's with joy. I still have a penny bracelet from Papa and know some of my best songs from Grandpa.

Laurana the first time mommy held her Jareth the first time mommy held him. notice he has red hair and laurana's was brown

Jareth was born yesterday he came out looking great, but then started to have some trouble breathing. they did a chest x-ray and his lungs are slightly underdeveloped even though the amnio said they were mature. so they moved him to the NICU where he is getting c-pat oxygen and something else that boost lung growth. he was moved down from 4 to 3 today, which is a good sign that he is reacting well to what htey are doing, and he was sleeping nad breathing better when I went down to see him this morning. He was 7 labs 11 oz, and 19 1/2 inches long. he had a head full of redish hair. so hopefully that stays, casue a red headed little boy would be cute. ;) not that he wouldn't be cute with brown hair. I had a rough time yesterday with not eating, waiting a really long time and then Jareth going to teh NICU however with a little more sleep and time to pray I am doing much better.

So laurana's party turned out completely different from what I planned but in the end she seemed to have alot of fun, and her friends seemed to enjoy it. and she is 2 right.. I mean she won't rememeber any of this. .

So jareth is trying to stress mommy out. he has been head down for months now, with his strong little legs just kicking the snot out of my ribs, stomach, and other organs. Friday after a strong kick fest right before nap he decided he didn't like the view so.. he flipped completely to breech. this put his head where all the kicks had been and moved his kicks deep down inside where they didn't feel as strong. Going off my past history, when his movement changed and seemed to lesson and get alot weaker, I started to freak. Friday night I drank a whole soda quick and he moved in response so I convined myself he was fine. Oh my stomach dropped and I had a sereise of contractions that made my stomach feel much tighter and hard (also a dampens movement). So I went to cards, stayed out way to late, came home and.. didn't sleep much all night. cause I kept worrying about Jareth and his sudden drop in movement. so Saturday morning I couldn't take it iany more. I knew that if I w...