A strange new feeling

So this strange new feeling is the one of not having to go look for a job this summer. Every year, every single year, since I got my degree i have gotten pinkslipped and had to look for a new job over the summer. Usually it took til the last minute before I could find a job. Now the reason for the pink slips was always I was low man on the tootem pool, last one hired. the one in the position that got cut, or "we pink slip all new teachers." and this has always been a source of great stress and worry during hte summer. Lots of crying praying and sleepless nights. One summer we even considered buying a gas station with brad's parents, even though I don't want to own a gas station I want to teach. So to make a long drawn out trial short, I don't have to do that this summer.
This summer, I can lay back, having a baby worry about other things, and know that next year I will be teaching somehwere I like with people I like. It is a huge answer to prayer.
I don't know if I am truly expresssing how wonderful this is, but belive me it is.